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Sunday, July 17, 2016

Citizen of two worlds

This person you know lives in two worlds. In samAdhi he is one with the One, with Brahman, the Truth and merges with KRShNa, and the three Gurus- Sri Adi ShankarAcArya, Sri RamaNa MahaRShi and Sri RAmakRShNa. In this state there is the absolute certainty of awareness 'aham brahmAmsi' (I am Brahman), and since the various forms of the Divinity such as RAma and KRShNa are only names of the Nameless One, there is complete identity with them in samAdhi. But there is nothing to think or say or do in that state. 

Due to ignorance (avidyA) arising from past karma that has resulted in yet unburnt vAsanas (tendencies) this individual's mind emerges from that state of Bliss and starts to identify with a limited aspect of the Universal Mind (mahat) and identifies with a body. Due to impurities in this mind this individual is subject to kAma (desire) and when this desire gets frustrated he experiences krodha (anger). On attaining his desire through the senses he also becomes subject to  mada (intoxication). Attracted to the desirable and pleasurable aspects of the senses, identifying as a man he is also attracted to woman and to the acquisition of wealth to satisfy those desires. Occasionally he is also subject to lobha (greed). All this deludes him so completely that he comes under the sway of the sense objects presented as the external world which he knows in truth is nothing but a combination of name and form. Unable to see his true Self in others he names them as mother, father, sister, daughter and various friends etc. This delusion is moha and personified as the beautiful Mohini whose form VishNu assumed when the devas (gods of the senses) churned the ocean which is inside his body using the meru danDa (which is the canalis centralis or sushUmna) through the awakening of kuNDalini. All his demonic tendencies which are the asuras get easily deluded by Mohini and he is so attracted by the world as sense object that he loses all sight of Immortality that the beautiful Mohini is bringing to the devas. By grace of Guru and past austerity he sometimes remembers his true nature and the scripture and is able to conquer the asuras temporarily in meditation and then he enjoys the temporary bliss of heaven, sometimes even on earth. By further austerity of restraining the senses (devas themselves) he is able ascend and reach his true nature. There he sees that all other manifestations such as you and others are but his essential nature who have assumed other minds and bodies just by following different tracks from the source based on different karmas. But when this vision is not steady he is tossed and turned on the ocean of samsAra and takes them to be different. 

When the time comes for the prANas to leave his body his mind will depart with them and depending on the thought uppermost in his mind at that time it will either take on a new body eventually or merge permanently with the Absolute. If mergence is not in this incarnation then this individual will enjoy the pleasure of heaven for as long as his good karmas are exhausted and take another body and remembering his past austerity will begin again to purify the mind. Even merged in the Absolute he will be constantly manifesting as the embodied to the ignorant portion of the Universal mind that manifests as different minds and sees diversity. And yet it is also true that none of this is happening and it is all as unreal as the horn of a hare because he is always in samAdhi and in a non-changing unmoving state even if his mind does not perceive it so always owing to its forgetfulness of Devi, which allows Time to begin its play. For eternity is not a very long time but a state that is truly beyond and prior to the emergence of Time itself, while also being the substratum of Time. 

The only difference between the embodiment of the Absolute as me or you and that as Sri KRShNa is this: SrI KRShNa remembers and knows all his incarnations even while embodied, while the others do not. Therefore, the other embodiments cannot claim to be God in the waking state, whereas Sri KRShNa could. 

Tuesday, February 9, 2016

Enjoy this moment.

Enjoy this moment. Be present for it. Life is nothing but a succession of moments. If each is enjoyed, then life is enjoyed. Too often we live for the future: for something that we so want to happen, that we forget that even the enjoyment of that instant requires being fully present for it. The past can fill us with regret because we cannot recapture something we enjoyed. But that is also pointless. That past was once the present, and was enjoyed because we were present for it. Enjoyment is anyway merely pleasure of the senses and stroking of the ego. Both are transient and by nature the senses get saturated on satiation, but they then also desire again. Also the same sense object is pleasing in one circumstance and not so in the other. One cannot get too swayed by either pleasure or pain; happiness or sadness. Beyond the two is Bliss, ever present and the source of joy and true love. Once samadhi is attained, one will love all equally, regardless of their behavior towards you. It is only natural.

Sunday, January 3, 2016

Did space arise first or time?

Last evening a question arose in meditation. Did space arise first or time? It was quelled by the question, "Who is the I that asks this?"